In few
weeks, London will celebrate Halloween, then the decoration will be put down
for Christmas. Premature Christmas decorations, though annoys some people who
are saying no to these commercial and marketing strategies, I find them to help
in setting the mood for the holidays season and add some warmth to the cold
city.
When
the Christmas lights brightens London's Oxford St or the Piccadilly, I often
think of my home town and a comparison becomes inevitable. London does not
waste any occasion to celebrate joy, life and love, starting with Halloween,
Christmas and Valentine. Baghdad, and most of Iraq, wastes no occasion to
celebrate death.
As if
the daily bombings and constant conflicts on the Iraqi soil are not enough to
remind Iraqis of their inescapable fate to die; as if it is not enough that a
new black sign is added to announce the death of a beloved. Iraqis dig for more
to mourn, more reasons to add more black flags in the streets. In this time of
the year, all Baghdad would be wrapped in black flag to commemorate the death
of Hussein.
After
2003, when Shia, who appeared to be the majority of Iraqis living in the middle
and south of Iraq, started to enjoy the freedom of self-expression denied to
them by the Baathist regime, Ashura started to feel and look different from
what it used to be in the 1980s and 90s. It simply became politicized and
identity marker that was unnecessarily emphasized.
I
belong to Shia family. I spent 6 years in Babel before we moved permanently to
Baghdad. in Both places, our neighbours were mixture of Muslims and Christians,
Sunni and Shia, Arabs and Kurds. But again, at that time these ethno-sectarian
identities were not part of any conversation.
Before
I realized that my family were Shia, we used to observe Ashura, but so all our
neighbours in Babel and Baghdad. Ashura at the time was simple and warm.
Families would cook large amounts of food and distributed to around the
neighbourhood. Some would cook harisa
Or they
cook qeema and rice
Which
is my favorite.
I used
to spend the 9th day of Muharam carrying a small pot, searching
which house in the street would be cooking. I wanted to be the first of my
friends to get a share of the newly cooked food.
My
favourite Ashura ritual was staying awake from 12 am till next morning between
9-10 of Muharam, which we used to call ‘hija’, pilgrimage. In this context, it
used to mean pilgrimage of the night. The exciting thing was that my sisters
and I would be staying in the street playing with other kids, while our mothers
would gather around one house and drink tea and cookies. The one who served
them the tea and cookies had vowed to serve this simple meal because she prayed
for something, either the return of a beloved safely from the battlefield,
which was a common prayer during the Iraq-Iran war, or a woman deprived of the
joy of motherhood would pray for Al Abas to have a baby.
It was
the only night around the year where it was safe to go around. My mother would
not ask us even to be careful. She was pretty sure that we were safe.
I never
associated Ashura with mourning, or sad event. For me Ashura was the time to be
free, too much playing and tasty food that we didn’t cook in any other
occasion.
Today
this joy does not exist anymore. Ashura rituals start immediately after the
celebrating the New Islamic year. Black flags would shroud Baghdad; tents
serving tea and lemon tea would play poems recited through loud speakers for
everyone to hear, even if they don’t want to listen to; streets would be
blocked because apparently Shia like to march on foot to Karbala, where the
Martyrdom took place fourteen century ago. Life is disrupted during that week,
and the only activity to be done is mourning.
Today
few people do ‘hija’, few children would stay awake all night playing and
exchanging stories the way we used to do. Food is abundant, but it is no longer
as tasty. Ashura has become those days of continuous mourning and wailing. They
are those days which heavily pass that they seem to linger weeks and months,
rather than just days.
In
London, today, no one knows why they are celebrating Halloween, Christmas or
Valentine, but these celebrations become part of their cultures; celebrating
them has nothing to do with being devout Christian, but part of giving oneself
the time to enjoy the festivities. However, big companies profit from these
celebrations and thus they need to support and increase their investments in
these occasions. Every store in Oxford St has to hang on Christmas lights to
attract customers, or exhibit red teddies and flowers. It has become commercial
and politicized, but at least it is still joyful and warm.
Ashura
also has its own patrons, who like to keep the newly developed rituals
continue, and to have it as marker of identity. Politicians, Shia clerics in
Najaf, and even businessmen need to keep these rituals going and expanding.
However, these rituals have become shrouded with death and
mourning.
Nadia Fayidh Mohammed